different definitions

A lot of the definitions of certain words have been altered or slightly changed; and a lot of words nowadays have lost their original meaning. Like the words we're studying in eng ex (jane would noe all about dis), it's about how pplz juz use "gay" and "faggot" as a normal everyday insult like stupid, idiot- which as well, shoudln't be an everyday insult?... therefore, heapsa words hav lost their meaning, most in a bad way, and some in good ways. depends on individuals to judge. but... why?...issit bcoz society iz getting "modernized" or the language juz doesnt hav enough words to express all typed of ideas, feelins etc. or plainly bcoz words are made up to extend the language?...

lotsa pplz say things in differ contexts, even though all the literal meanings of the words doesn't fit the context. even i do... especially when it comes to da word "like". i use "love" da way da dictionary defines it, but i've got a new meaning for "like". "like" must hav differ meanings, and rite now i noe 2 obvious one... but even i changed it's meaning, in da context i'm using it. words are hard to explain my definition, so i won't bother.

"modernizing" or extending? should meanings b changed, dat iz not "accepted" by the dictionary? iz there an end to learning english?

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frezship and trust

whao.. helpin grace wif some problems... juz realised how lucky i am... well at least i think... coz i wouldnt b hearing pplz bak stabbin me... =P.. hhehe.. newayz... juz realised how my social circle is quite kewl... and how so many pplz actually don mind hanging ard me... even thoe i hav a personality dat sucks!... but yeh... pplz still make frenz wif me.. (but then agen.. i usually go up and make frenz wif em..)... but they stay wif me... all frenzhip are so special... like... non of em are the same.. yet, they're all equally important. its like a vibe thing i get from pplz... and da vibes i get from mah frenz r alwayz kewl... its relli nice to noe they're there... even thoe sometimes... i juz hav negative thoughts too... coz herd heapsa rumours about back stabbins... so yeh... but... stil trust em heaps!... dats probs why i get hurt oftenly... probs i'm too sensitive.. which is good most of the time coz i can alwayz help mah frenz out... and then... other times... its not good.. coz i realise and noe things i shouldn't... which makes me heaps upset... frenzship means so much to me...

i juz wish everyone in da world are alwayz happi wif all thier frez!!!... and btw.. da last paragraph didnt make sense.. juz some crap circling in mah head.. it wasnt vely importatn... so yeh... it's kewl dat if u read it thoe!... ahaha.. kkz... nighty

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chainletters

man... even thoe i do it a lot too... but wat is up wif all dat junk mail man?!!?!... some of em's like scary too!!! BUT the title doesn't say it's scary... then i open it... and then get relli relli scared... then can't sleep... etc etc... man!... them frenzhip junk stuff's OK... coz its cute and stuff... but them SCARY ONES!!! AARRHHHH!!!... okok... chill now.... heehhee... and then questioneer stuff... kinda don hav time to do em... kinda sad... but thne... mnmn... juz hope don get nemore scary junk stuff....

newayz... realised another thing... ben's glasses weren't as unfitting nemore man!!!... =P... hahaa.. noticed dat todai... =P... nmmnnm.... and... man. mah earrings sale is kinda going downhill... BIG TIME... and... think i was targetting da rong audience... ehhehe... mnmnnm.. mabbe should target some other pplz... ah wellz....

SO MUCH HW!!!... should start doin them.. but cbb now.. WEEKEND!... still.. chinese skewl's juz round the corner!... joy... =P... ah wellz.. BAND PRACTICE!!!... man!!!... first rehearsal!!!... DUDE!!! i'm hell excited.. juz hope it aint in da mornin... coz goin chinese skewl... hav a test too... i think... don even noe wat da band's called... but hey! i'm VOCALIST!!!.... kekekee... *puts two fingers up as sign of victory*... lurv singing.... relli hope i can get a job wif it.. like.. part time... where do pplz need singin ppls???.... nmnmn.. need to find out asap... need to get a vocal couch too!!!... nmnmnnm... thinkin a lot these days... brain's goin POOF... too much.. overload!!!.. EXPLOSION!.... ahahha.. goin weird now... too much to do!!!

need time for relaxation.. man..i lurv eating... especially chicken... had chik juz then... sooo nice... hehehe... no youth tonight... dats why bak here ritin blog... don get to see youth frenz till lata... like nxt week.. but then.. might b busy nxt week... so much to study... not funny... WHAO! nearly sighed!!!... but i cleared it.. it's all gud... ok...

diz blog was juz load of crap... why did i bother to rite stuf?... it's not even decently intellectual... i wish i could rite like ben ... ah welz...

ps ja, i will master it!!!.. juz not yet!!! =P

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kewlness...

dude!!! cant get ova da coolness thing man!!!... ahahaa.. tried to tolk coolly to jaja todai... kinda sucked... and jaja's like.. hui, can u pls tolk normally to me?!?!?... HAHAHAHA... it was hell hilarious.. man.. mabbe i should stop mastering da skill... and juz kinda... mnmnmn... be da individual self agen... happi self?... jumpy? high...?... ahahha.. ok... no words fit me.. told ya i was an individual! =P

newayz... nmnm.. todai was kewl... and juz read ben's blog about fatness... about how asian gals mostly have beautiful bodies... and i think he meant SKINNY... coz... skinyness doesnt necessarily mean nice... so... i kinda hav to disagree man.... probs u were too depressed?... =P... nah.. everyone should juz b who they wanna b lah... who cares wat others think... wat happened to neva judge book by cover?... man... so superficial these days... but then agen..too skinny or too fat is bad for ur health... so i guess... mabbe it does mata... but shouldn't aint for looks thoe.... mnmnnm...

okaiz... bak to today... havin maccas for dinna!!! =D.. mega happi!!!... havent had it for ages... coz i had jap on saturdai instead.. man.. dat new shop, YUKI!!!... rocks like hell.. seriously... whoever likes jap hav to go there... its at where treasure corner used to b... ;)

and i HAD THE WEIRDEST DREAM!!!... man!!!.. it skipped from skewl to chinese skewl then bak to skewl!!!... and... viv, jane, rex, mom, bro, cousin, chinese skewl pplz were all there!!!.. man... so weeeeird... but i cant describe in detial now.... coz like... kinda long... ehhee.. already typed so much... wastin time.. gtg do hw... ehehe.. newayz... viv and i were stalkin pplz today!!!.. muahahaahah!!!.. dat was kinda fun.... us in our lil world!!! =P

kkz... gtg now.. cant wait till dinna!!.. made another pair of earrings... then.. hw time!!!... beyz!

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stayin bak

stayin back afta skewl... not fun.. but fun!... ehhe... worked heaps.. so proud of meself now!!! =P... ehhehe... yeah.. gtg print it off too... hwy issit always up to me???.... alwayz so independant... i wish theres someone i could seriously, like FULLY depend on sometimes... coz... alwayz doin things mahself... need a break... dats when da holz come... but sometimes wish there was someone there to let me lean on sometimes... alwayz leading, alwayz doin... neva relaxing... well.. i do... when i free lance around mah house! =P... not fun... but juz relaxing... coz u think bout nothin when u free lance... =P... newayz...

i was tryin to b as kewl as ja today!!! man.. no matta how she sits, she has dis "coolness" dat juz floats around.... and i was tryin so hard today!!!.. dude.. i was like a full try hard.. still.. couldnt achive da master coolness skill... i leaned on the wall, chair etcetc... nothin!!!.. hahaa... i'm juz not dat type of "cool" person.. man.. dat kind of coolness is like... totally.. jaja. dats all i can describe it wif... jaja coolness. i wish i could master dat skill... such an amature... =P

i also realised dat ben's glasses kinda don fit around his ears man!!!.. i realised ages ago.. but sed it outloud today... man... seriously!... ohwellz... juz a realisation.. nothin more... so yeh.. juz wanted to share discoveries.. discovered i had a lot of junk in mah bag dat needs to get put away... neva can be bothered thoe... hehehe... *scratch head*... ahwellz... dis is like... weird now... so many unrelated things altogether at once... hehehe...

ahwellz... today feel relli happi coz used time vely wisely today... so proud!!! =D... eehhehe... i guess i'm a sad person thoe... alwayz happi wif small things... easily fascinated... even thoe i'm a squid (as according to grace...)... so... nmnmn.. ahwellz.. make sense... kinda... =P.. kkz.. gtg shower now.. stayed back afta skwel.. like.. 8 somethin now.. havent showered yet... man... hehe.. don like not showerin!!! stinkin hui!!!... ehehe.. kkz.. ciao!

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hw VS hw

jzu realised somethin.. not important... but.. how hw... can VS hw... ok.. dat didnt make sense... ok.. forget about my discovery.. kinda dindt have one... hehe.. *scratch head*.. ok.. lets go onto today...

well... same old sundays... earned $10 doin housework!!! :D:D:D.. muahaha... anwyayz.. went to night service church wif mei juz then.. kinda kewl.. their band's kinda kewl... =D... newayz... gtg sleep soon.. tired as.. but so full.. had dinna at 8.30... dude... stomach explosioN!!!...w aaaaa... enwayz.. i got a job!!! volunteer thoe.. i'm gonna b vocalist in a rock badn!!!.. MUAHHAAA.. but then.. might not like heavy metal.. if we're playin heavy metal... so yeh... hope i get paid one day... which i kinda doubt.. =P... ehehe... man.. vocalist!... love singin.. but no one's gonna hire me to sing... oh wellz!.. dono where to find a job where singing's needed hey... plus.. don hav sining record.. juz some prizes from primary skool.. that wouldnt get me newhere.. i need dat vocal couch!!!.... oh wellz.. lets see wat happnes....

ekkeke.. kkz...g tg now.. busy on msn.. hhee... toodles!

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saturday- chinese skewl day

hahahaa... yesh... nmmn.. dono why i laughed... but... kinda gettin bored-high... when u're too bored.. u kinda go weird... so i'm juz gonna call it high... therefore... i'm relli bored... and i'm not gonna sigh... so i wont type dat.. erm... dude... erm... ok... need a substitute... nmnmnm... dough?... ahhha.. nah... ok.. dis is gettin sad

well... today was not exactly happi... mom sed somethin that made me stress even more... even thoe theres a lot of stres about already... her words are always so strong... so... kinda a bit down rite now... but i'll get ova it... why do i always stress so much..? its kinda sad when it comes to skewl... where most stress develops.. but yet.. da most happiness too... frenships, company, juz bein around pplz make me happi... =D... dono why... its probs da vibes... vibes... dats a kewl word.. mnmnmn... get differ vibes from differ pplz... differ feelings... its kinda kewl...

oh yeh.. thought dis might b interestin.. watchin dis taiwanese series dis other day... and they tolked baout how onli humans have secret crushes.. like.. u don see animals crushing on another animal secretly rite?... and then i kinda thought.. dats kinda true hey... it is a kind of special thing dat humans have dat others don... so i guess... if one has a crush, it's special ... mnmnmn... leavin u thinkin?

newayz... so tired.. but still have so much chem to do (mel noes dis)... and english (dat mei noes about)... and chinese (ben... HELP!) and..... COMMERCE!!!..a.arrrrrhhh... kinda forgot bout dat... soz group!!! (ness, liz and sara)... ehehe. .erm.. yeh... gt get through em all!!!.. i shall battle till the end!!!... kkz... sign off now... buhz!!!

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today!

hehe... da title kinda sounded happi... but i wanna b happi.. .xcept kinda hard rite now... coz... juz figured i had so many deadlines to meet.. and all quite soon.. man.. so much pressure.. i'll b so much happier when da chem test's ova tomolow... but then.. heaps more lata to do!!!... dude... dis relli relli, kinda stinks... i don wanna sigh... so therefore... i juz hope i do achive wat i wanna do!!!... i relli hope all dis gets ova soon... but without failing... =P... ekekeke... newayz...

man.. eng ex was fun as!... dono if anyone else had fun... but i had fun doordinatin da group!!... but... i set hw for them... and myself... heehhe... kinda sad... make mahself do more work man... hehehe... *scratch head*... ah wellz... life'll move on.. dis is all part of growing uP!!!... hehe... so.. i'll survive somehow... i'll try my best anywayz!!!... juz cant stay up.. affects everythin i do... man.. i wish i'm a surviver... like.. them kind without sleep and life goes on.. coz i'm like.. walkin zombie if i don get enough sleep.... man... wat was all dat bout..???... ehehe. .ok... confuse urself.. mnmn...

kkz... go study now.. chem test, here i come!!!... man.. i actually sound excited.. kinda sad yeh.../... hehhee... kkz... nightes

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another day...

heyazzzzzz... blog

heheehe... dat was weird... hehee.. ok... dis blog, i'm not gonna sigh at all!!! AT ALL!!!... watch me!!!.... hehehe.. *scratch head*... newayz... mnmnm... nofin happened agen... i guess... juz dat... well... mnmn... boring subjects... jap was kinda borin today... but .. learnt new stuff!!!.. YIPEE!!!.. zong is soooo hardworking... i admire his determination... from now on.. i'm gonna concentrate on work!!! and not drift off.... hehehe.. nowadays i drift off... its kinda not good... thinkin weird stuff... dats unneccesary in life...

oh wellz... tomolow linc pplz have bush walk man... miss whole day of skewl!!!... waaaaaaa.... hehehe.. got eng ex tomolow... gonna go early.. in da cold cold weather... at least we're doin drama!!!... man.. cant wait to start plannin activities!!!.. man.. gonna b sooo fun!!!

hehee... mnmn... ok.. blabed on about nothin now... anwayz... i was juz wonderin if i should or should not... *about a certian somethin*... wat should i do?

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dude/.. chem assign postponed!!! waaaaaa...stayed up so much for nothin man... sigh... oh wellz... at least get more time to make it all nice and crap... sigh... ehhee.. okokk.. i sigh too much.. gonna b more happyz!!!... ^_^>.. newayz... nmnm... todai was kinda normal agen... skewl... but yeh... tolked to pplz... kinda tired today... stayed up too late last night... DOING CHEM!!!... oh wellz... hehe... now i get more time!!!... =D... nmmnm... and then... forgot to do lotsa things today... but... but... but... i scabbed 3 watches!!!//// ejhehhe... man.. mah arm was pretty in silver!.. hehe.. ms cheong saw it.. and laughed at me... dat was kinda weird/fuuny... mmnmn.. funny not in a gd way... ekkeke... *scratch head*...

should i get a dance jacket?.... i'm an arts student... so i guess its kinda cool to get one.. but then... nearly yr12 already.. gonna get leavers anywayz so... kinda... donoo wat to do.. hehe. .ness looks kewl in her new jacket!!!... ehhee.... kkz... gtg... do some other hw... ENGLISH!... haha... stuff up teachers.. funny... buhz!!!

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skewl agen... sgih... ehehe.. ok.. stop sighing hui!!!... ehehe... mmnmn... then.. normal normal... nothin much happened... freggin cold thoe!!! sport was fun... shot put!!!.. ehehee.... nmmn... yesh... wat else to rite... today wasn't special... jzu dat... lately... i realise how many new frenz i'm makin hey!!!.. its kinda relli kewl... but sometimes its weird... dat feeling... i dono how to explain it hey.. jzu... mnmnn... weird... dats da onli word i can find... hehe.. ok.. juz babbled on about nothin... but yeh.. its hell cool makin new frenz!!!

made another $6 for earrigns!!!... ehehe.. oh yeh.. thax MEL for commentin on my saddness... but hey!.. u're sad too!!!!!!!! =P.... ahahhaa.. lets see if u read mah blog agen.. and comment agen..dat'll b extra SAD!!!...a hahaa... and tahnkyou for callin me a cherd, not a nerd... =P... mnmn... nothin else to rite now... more hw tonight... when can i ever get free time... sigh.. S+E was funny today!!!... eehehe... petroleum club photo went in newsletta!!!... hell wicked!!!... ehehe... nmmn... but vic and jess weren't there... dat's sad... ehhee.. vic got his medal printed right bak!!!... ehehe.. :D:D:D... okok.. betta goes now... ehhee... baaaiz!!!

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WAAAAAA... still so much hwwww!!! havent done law hw yet... AArrrhhhhh... *holds head in pain*... half mental break down!!!... dude!!!... save me... sigh... hehehe... *scratch head*... dat feels so much betta... afta all da dramatic stuff... i feel betta... sigh... still kinda sad thoe... so much to do!!!... *dough*... nmmnnm... wat to do... other than finish it?!??!... *dough*... ok.. i'm not actually cheering mahself up... but i'm tryin... hehee... dis blogspot thing is kinda kewl now... but as wise mel says, "onli sad pplz have blogspots"... so mabbe i'm sad in a happy way... haih... whao... dat was like.. a chinese sigh!!!... waaaaaa... hui's goin weird now... *dough*... nmmn... mabbe i should juz rite less then... hehehe... been typin so much today!!!... like.. 3 hrs or somethin..?.. .kinda non stop too... doin dat science assign.. mINING!!!.. i htought dat was S+E stuff.. but NOOOO... SCIENCE!!! CHEM!!!... eheheh... chem's kewl.. but.. MINING ASSIGN AINT!!!... sigh... agen.. ok... i think i'll go now.. depressin account.. all dis SIGHs... eheheheeeee... =P... okok... go now... buh buhz!!!

PS actually... dere's nothin to say... coz i don wanna sigh agen... ehehehhe... *scratch head*
PPS Night!

sigh... so much hw!!! dude!!!... been workin hard... (not relli... hehe.. been free lancing mroe than workin... ekeke... *scratch head*)erm... and now.. still ahve so much left... at least done english... dat grace and mei noes ALl about... nmmn.. now then... science.. then commerce... sigh... why!??!?!?!... hehee.. guess its part of growin up yeah??.... man... ehhee... dono wat to do now... eyes gettin blurry... probs be short sighted by the end of yr 12... ahahha.. hope not thoe... glasses are kinda... mnmn... not used to... can get in da way... can't see where u're goin when swimmin... unless prescrip gogles... hehee... mnmn....

ok.. betta go do work then!... don wanna keep waitin.. goin library tomolow... to do more research on science.. which mel noes ALL about as well... ehhee... man... should bring someone wif me... so can do research faster... copy off each other.. trade.. nmmnn..kkz... go now... buh buhs!!!

ps... TIRED AS!... sigh... no time to lose tommolow either... no earring makin dis weekend!!... sigh... hehe... nite

waaa... tired!!! man... went for soooo many job applications today!!!.. well.. actually onli three.. but sooo tired.... coz i did 400m and discus as well hey... dude... cant open eyes now... touch typin!!!.. ahhaa.. jkjk... newayz... (i can touch type thoe!!!)... mnmnm... hope to get a job somwhere... left resume wif one... got an application for da other... leonards rejected me!!!.. DUDE!!!.. juz coz skool finishes at 3.30!!!.. DUDE!!!... man.. hell unhappy hey... but still... tried at toher cafes!!!... ^_^...

newayz... mnmn.. dono wat to expect otmolow... a fone call?!??!?!... dude... ehehe... anthea got class rept today... got outvoted... hehe.. i was top two thoe!!!.. ah wellz.. its all good... anthea's relli frenly... mnmnmn.. and... man... drama production tonight!!!.. cant wait to watch it... i'll b performin at da end of the yr too!!!.. man... sooo excited!!!... eheheh!!! >_<... okok.. betta go do work now... so then go watch ahppily lata... ehehe... byebeyzzzzzzzz

PS... still relli tired... got headache.. half way...

Heyazzzzzz... hehhee... bak agen... i'm actually doin regular entries... kinda scary hey... mabbe its juz a new craze thing... will get ova it soon... hehee... *scratch head*... hehe... mnmnn... had jap today afta skool... so hungry afta iT!!!... but but but... we did calligraphy!!!! >_<.... dat was like extra awesome man!!!... dude... had so much fun... rote haikus... jap poetry.. syllables going 5 7 5... three lines onli... hehee... soooo wicked!!! :D:D:D....

newayz... nmnm... wonder if all da pplz got mah random mail... hehee... i'm such a random person... mnmn... got teased a lot today.. bout mah LONG HAIR!!!... dono wat's goin on wif mah long hair... two groups have two definitions... aarrrhhh... none of em will tell me either!!!... sigh....... so unfair lah!!!...>_<... i wanna noe!!!... mabbe i should juz go chop mah hair off!!! =P... ehhe.. kkz.... juz been thinkin bout new hair cut too lately... dono wat to do wif mah hair... so much .... need to go thin it too... hehe.. mnmn... .kz.. betta keep doin mah science hw.... dis hw... mel will noe all bout... hehe.. pplz noe bout mah hwz!!!... haha.. yesh.. didnt make sense... ehhe.. okkz... juz sign off now... nighty!!!

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Tuesday... ^_^

whao... first post!!!... waaaa... kinda excited.. hahaha... ok... like mel sed... i'm a sad sad person.... doin blogspots... =P... can't help it... sooo bored last night doin eng hw wif mei... hehee... on da fone!!!... =D... yesh.. indeed... so today... nothin much happened... juz normal stuff... skool... etc etc.... buttttt... i sold two pairs of earrings!!!... muahahaa!!!... yesh... makin money.. hehehz... =P... gonna finish resume soon... gonna go get work!!!... oh yeh.. btw... at bc shoppin centa.... at leonard's or dat cafe across da pet shop.. they need pplz for work...... so yeh.. if u're lookin for work!!!... ehheeh.... ok... dis is gettin so weird... i don even noe who i'm tolkin to!!!!... nessie's sound so natural... i dono wat to rite.... ehehh... *scratch head*... mnmnn...

yeh... so... in da end.. another day... quite normal.. xcept today was jeans for genes day!!! ehehe... ^^... dat was kinda kewl... jeans r like soooooo comfortable!!! :D:D... ehhe.. okok... kinda gtg do resume now... ehehe.. byebyez!

PS... tired as...

Hui Hui >_<""